Luahan perasaan

Selalunya if someone has sisters, they will share their secrets with each other. But since i have no sister, i tot maybe i should luahkan perasaan dekat sini. I know, I have Allah, other family members, but sometime there is something that I cant share it with everybody. Since this blog is already private i think it is okay. Hurm, I know this one person keep following my stories through this blog. That is why I keep it private. Tak selesa coz I dont like it. She\he did mention it on she/he twitter that i already private my blog. Sorry awak. You are the one who are not allowed to read my blog supposedly.

Okay I know banyak sangat sour memories between us. Actually im still wondered why you behaved like that towards me. You know that was realy hurt. You did that for almost one year. Am i the who should be blamed? You know, the reason why i keep repeating this bad memories because i thought we have really good relationship before this. I sayang hubungan kita. You know that? That is why i keep wondering. Sekarang dah jadi macam ni, kita susah nak patah balik. Now I just want to keep it clean between us. So it is better this way, i want to keep silent on twitter, facebook, and i hope in instagram too. Especially in this new year. I know im the bad hamba kepada Allah. I know it very well and of coz i want me to change.

My new year resolutions:
1. Nak kurus, nak kurus, nak kurus, nak kurus.
2. Jadi budak yang baik to parents, Allah, friends.
3. Simpan duit every month.
4. Nak ada lesen please, why too expensive. Oo why?

Thats all for today. Since im have bad feeling lately, i might update a lot to luahkan perasaan, walaupun takde siapa akan baca, it is okay. I love it, macam buat diary yang orang tak boleh baca.